12/05/2005
Today’s been horrible. The past week in fact has been horrible. I have found out that the person I like has never liked me back. What aches even more is that I have lost her trust. I do not know why and how I did it; and she won’t tell me. This happened last friday. I felt that I have one again become a living death.
The day after that, I went to her school’s intrams and their Christmas bazaar. The only time I found her was from a short glance. I left early.
Right now, I’m still trying to find why I had lost her trust. This and knowing that I had been irking her really gave me a bad day. Two hours worth of badminton really did help out alot. This really helped me out in forgetting about it.
I want to think that this is just the rough part of life’s road and it’s going to be over soon =>
besides, what do I really get by just weeping?
My aunt’s going to back to Canberra on thursday instead of today (yeah!). She’s really lively for her age, and I also get to ask her heaps of questions in economics. She’s getting her Ph.D in economics soon from the Australian National University. I intend to migrate there (or another country) when I’m much older (it’s still a long way from now). She also keeps urging my parents to migrate there (which I really want, hehe =P). She’s already some veggemite here. Now, I’m asking her for a year’s supply of Horlicks. =P
Whoah, that last one was surprisingly long. Okay, I guess that’s all for now…
